I think another reason I am so frustrated is that I am really homesick and miss my Ryan. I never realized how much I look forward to him getting home and telling me about his crappy day at work and what all he has left to do for the semester and any other little fact he seems to remember for the day. This weekly separation is going to be much harder for me than it is for him because he has a million more things going on and he has Jasmine to look after. I just have myself. As soon as I get paid, I am going to get a membership to the gym so I can start getting myself in better shape so when I do get to see Ryan, I will blow him away! I want him to be amazed when he looks at me:)
Well, here are some pictures I have taken over the past couple of weeks of me and Jasmine and Ryan. I miss them ALOT! I can't wait for Friday to get here!
Just found your blog through FB! Keep up the writing..great therapy. Praying for you...
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