Monday, July 26, 2010

Confused and Determined

I'm usually pretty out there with my feelings on here but I don't know what to write tonight... Things that I thought were done and gone are creeping up in my head again and I don't know how I feel about that... I can't forget what has happened but I also don't know why I can't just write it off either. Oh well, I'm not in a place where I can move out and be on my own and I don't think my parents' house is a good place for me to start a new relationship either. SO I think it will be another year or so unless God has other plans for my life.

HOWEVER! I am determined to maintain this exercise routine. I am awesome at starting a routine and change but stink at keeping up with it for the long haul. Its time though. Softball really has jump started this because I had a baseline fitness level to judge myself on and I really realize how far I have fallen. I know I can do this because I was once at that fitness level and I know what it takes to get back to where I was.

I'm awesome and I have so much more confidence now than I've had in a while. I still have my doubts but I know where I am going and who is leading me there:)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Trying to Find My Routine...

Things have been so crazy busy for me already this summer! I can not believe today is July 1st!! Already... I have my first engagement shoot tomorrow! Super excited about that. I did my first maternity shoot last Sunday and it turned out sooo GOOD! I will try to get some pictures posted soon.

Small group is up and running! We will be having a new blog roll out soon if you want to join to see what we are talking about and how God is working in our lives. We have an amazing group of people and I look forward to getting to know everyone better.

I am officially losing weight again! I realized its been a year since I moved home and in this past year I have lost 14lbs.. ONLY 14lbs but it is progress. I am going to try to kickstart that within the next few weeks by getting back on a routine of working out after getting off work at 4:30pm. I have been working 4 ten-hour days which was nice for the extra day off but not so nice for my workout schedule... not enough time in the evening and I have proven I am not a morning workout person:)  So hopefully, working out with my Small Group on Sundays and my new schedule will open up my possiblities for workout time....

For now, I will leave you with a few pictures from my recent trip back to Honduras:)

Climbed a mountain and was rewarded with this view!

Some of my friends I hadn't seen in a couple of years!

The fearless boy who prayed in front of the whole class...

Me, playing with the kiddos...

Our VBS team leading a group of 250+ children!

The Amazing VBS team who taught a TON of children the word and spirit of God!

The happiest little man who received a new wheelchair!

The beautiful view on our bumpy bus ride every morning!

Our Whole Team!

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